See in the beginning of the 21 days of concentrated obedience I knew that I was suppose to focus on the things God had placed in me. I was supposed to focus on my diet and making this temple the best that it can be for Christ. Well, I did the later but the former, Well, let's just say I dropped the ball totally. I forgot to remember the dream, the commission, the passion.
Over the past eight days, I have not written or rewritten very little of my book. I really have not written anything but the notes for the days of concentrated obedience.
Lately, I have been feeling unfulfilled. Why? Well, now I know, I have not been actively doing everything that God has asked me to do. I have picked through his desires for me and choose the ones that made me feel comfortable, a few that didn't. I have been focused on me and not His heart.
I have used excuses to make me feel better about me but would not look to see the disappointed look on His face. So this journey has opened me up for God to show me the ugly truth. He has been good to me and faithful, but I have not been good or faithful to Him. I have a desire to hear those words but until this journey, did I realize that the words, "Well done, thy good and faithful servant", were drifting away from me. Not because, I am blatantly disobeying God but because I am too afraid to step out and truly believe God for the impossible. Is that the same things? It is not easy to trust God to be a way maker when standing in front of a ten-foot tall brick wall, but He is way-maker. So I resolve to trust Him, even faced with the impossibility of the dreams He has placed with me. His passion and desire for His daughter. He knows what he is doing and If I can trust Him, so will I.
The journey continues...
So, Lord I surrender my will to you and I will do as You say do.
You are Bound No More.
Pastor Linda Hillman
(c) 2015 LAH Ministries International
Booklindahillman@gmail.com
Get Your Copy Now
Will You Be Made Whole
In The Meantime
Over the past eight days, I have not written or rewritten very little of my book. I really have not written anything but the notes for the days of concentrated obedience.
Lately, I have been feeling unfulfilled. Why? Well, now I know, I have not been actively doing everything that God has asked me to do. I have picked through his desires for me and choose the ones that made me feel comfortable, a few that didn't. I have been focused on me and not His heart.
I have used excuses to make me feel better about me but would not look to see the disappointed look on His face. So this journey has opened me up for God to show me the ugly truth. He has been good to me and faithful, but I have not been good or faithful to Him. I have a desire to hear those words but until this journey, did I realize that the words, "Well done, thy good and faithful servant", were drifting away from me. Not because, I am blatantly disobeying God but because I am too afraid to step out and truly believe God for the impossible. Is that the same things? It is not easy to trust God to be a way maker when standing in front of a ten-foot tall brick wall, but He is way-maker. So I resolve to trust Him, even faced with the impossibility of the dreams He has placed with me. His passion and desire for His daughter. He knows what he is doing and If I can trust Him, so will I.
The journey continues...
So, Lord I surrender my will to you and I will do as You say do.
You are Bound No More.
Pastor Linda Hillman
(c) 2015 LAH Ministries International
Booklindahillman@gmail.com
Get Your Copy Now
Will You Be Made Whole
In The Meantime
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