21- Day Consecration: Obedience to God (Day 3)

Today was a very good day. I almost slept through prayer but god just in the nick of time, woke me up. It is amazing to me that even when you think that God does not hear the simplest prayer that he shows you that he hears them all.

I stand before a mirror in the spirit and it reveals ME to me. the Good, the Bad and the Ugly. 

Today, God speaks it's not about me. It's about His kingdom. My passion should be His passion. I should not worry about what people think about me or what they may or may not say about me. The real question is...Am I pointing them to Christ? 

So, today I read Philippians 3:12-16- 

"Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you. Only let us live up to what we have already attained."

As I meditated on this scripture, it became so clear to me. I am not suppose to fight people but fight in the spirit to attain that which Christ has already laid hold of for me. He has already set in motion the things that are to take place. Now it just me walking in that and understanding that it was already attained by Christ for me. The gifts and calling I have on my life is for His glory and His glory alone.

Pastor Trena, always ask, "What would you do if you knew you could not fail?" I would let my mind soar to heights, but I would collapse with the thought that it's only a question. But today, I believe God is saying the same to me. "Linda, what would you do if you knew you could not fail? Then what are you waiting for?"

I remember reading a book written by John Bevere, "Under Cover" and he talks about disobedience and lawlessness. Sometimes we think that disobedience is not all that bad but in the Bible disobedience is viewed as rebellion. When we start to understand what the Word says about rebellion, we understand that when we operate in rebellion, we are operating in witchcraft. We, as Christians, would never be found dabbling in witchcraft, would we? YES, when we do not obey God. We are in blatant rebellion no matter what our reasons are. It is witchcraft. It is lawlessness. It is sin.

Let's back up a bit, when we do not attain what Christ has already attained for us we are operating in disobedience...rebellion...witchcraft. So, my thoughts are God, forgive me for operating in rebellion among Your people. For not doing all of what You have written in Your word. How can I expect God to trust me with new revelation and purpose, when I cant get right the stuff He has already given to me.

Bishop Turner says, "delayed obedience is STILL disobedience"...rebellion...witchcraft. So let me lay hold of that which Christ has taken hold of for me. Let me do what is already required and get it right now. Let me repent for walking in rebellion. Let me understand that this journey was never meant to be easy, that is why Paul said "I press (strain) toward the mark of the high calling. Interesting he said the prize (goal) is IN CHRIST, this means I cannot attain it without getting to know Him (Christ) more. Without learning to be obedient to His word, I will not get to know Him and I will never attain that which He has already attain for me.

Father, I pray that You continue to help me know You. I want to know You more. I want to live, move and have my being in You. You are truly my everything. Forgive me now for my disobedience. I apologize for being selfish and concerned about me and not Your kingdom. I pray that from this day forward I will be more of what You have called me to be and understand that being in the center of Your will is more pleasant than walking in fear and disobedience. Even when I feel that I am unsure of where You are leading, let me walk with my hand in Your hand. Let me speak as You speak. Father let my words be pleasing in Your ear. Grant me my prayer this day. In Jesus Name. Amen

Let me leave you with the words of one of my favorite songs "Trust His Heart" by Babbie Mason

God is too wise to be mistake
God is too good to be unkind
When you don't understand
When you don't see his plan
When you cant trace his hand
Trust His heart.
He alone is faithful and true
He alone knows what is best for you

The journey continues...

You are Bound No More.

Pastor Linda Hillman
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